The Fifth Marauder

mrssnuffles

every once in a while, in our ordinary boring lives, a perfect day happens. a day so perfect that you didn't want it to end, that when you try to sleep at the end of it, you can't because falling asleep means that come tomorrow morning, things will go back to normal.

i had one not so long ago. i thought the perfect day will extend to two perfect days, or if i'm really, really lucky, can extend to a perfect week, and etc etc. but i was wrong. each and everyday i long for a repeat performance of that perfect day. yeah well life sucks that way. as of this night however, i am letting go. letting go of my desire. i will be having my penis fish excised, for people who loved to watch grey's anatomy on a regular basis hehe. there really is no hope. i will stop attaching (is there such a word? hehe) meaning to every gesture, every word. i will stop being jealous for no reason at all. i will just stop. maybe then i can sleep when it gets dark like every normal person. and i can actually get some work done. and i can finally concentrate on things that are really important. like school.

i just wish it was that easy, as easy as writing this entry. as easy as typing the word stop.

i really, really hate it when this happens. i was happy before that perfect day. way before. now i will never complain again when my life gets boring and corny and predictable.

mrssnuffles

ang cute cute ng smart bro! isang linggo na ko walang internet kasi hindi magamit ung router kasi nagloloko ung internet. huh? labo. basta isang linggo na kong tigang sa internet. yun lang yun. haha

grabe ang summer duty. ang init! lalo na sa paranaque community hospital. nakatayo lang ako sa may tabi ng nurse's station, as in standing still lang talaga, grabe nafi-feel ko ung pawis ko tumutulo everywhere. hindi ata natutuyo yung noo ko for more than 10 minutes nung andun ako. pero buti na lang mabait si lord kasi sa ob-gyne payward ako na-assign, ang lakas ng aircon. kawawa yung iba kong ka-group, tinry ko pumasok sa mga area nila, grabe ang sikip na, ang init pa. so ok na pala yung sa kin kahit 5 yung patients ko. oo, 5 sila. buti na lang last week na namin next week. sana hindi na ko ma-assign dun ever again. well actually ok naman sa pch, ayoko lang ulit mag ward

hindi talaga ako morning person. kaya nung napunta ako sa 6-2 shift, nainis ako. kasi nasanay ako sa 2-10 so kahit anong oras ako gumising ok lang. so late ako nakakatulog. pero astig, maaga na ko inaantok ngayon. yay. hindi na nga lang ako nakakapanood ng that's so raven. lizzie mcguire, at even stevens pag gabi.

nagkita kami nung iba kong ka-group na boys sa school kanina. may class sila, ako naman nagbayad ng tuition. tapos bigla nagkayayaan mag counter strike. hahaha laugh trip napapatay pa rin ako gamit ang knife. nakaka miss! kahit ang bano ko.

ayun, isang summer na naman ang nasayang na wala akong napala. hay naku.  

mrssnuffles

help! i need a new laptop. saan ba yung mura pero ok bilhan na place? ano yung specs na uso ngayon? ano yung specs na sakto lang pero hindi exag for me? madami lang naman akong crap (music, pics, videos, etc) na nilalagay sa computer, pero aside from  that wala naman akong software na kailangan gamitin for school na kakain ng malaking space. at hindi rin ako gamer. yung mura lang ha. malapit ko na kasi i-retire itong luma kong jologs na laptop.

it's a happy, happy day. don't ask, basta it just is

two of my friends just got together, and apparently they have been together since may 15, they just didn't know how to tell us. well one of them told me through text this morning, and it totally made my day.

my summer vacation officially started last friday. actually thursday, to be exact, after we took the comprehensive exam. my friends and i celebrated by watching shrek. i loved the movie, but i think the second one was way better. i think i enjoyed the trailers more. i'm so looking forward to seeing harry potter and the order of the phoenix (it's one of my fave books in the series) and stardust. oh and according to steven spielberg himself, during his cameo appearance on the trailer of the bee movie, that ET was made out of brown play-doh and chicken wire. wow. hehe wala lang.

stupid 6-2 shift curse. i now feel sleepy at about 9 or 10 pm, then i would wake up at 8 or 7 am the next day. last night was the worst, i went to bed at 10 and then i suddenly woke up at 2:30 am and i couldn't sleep immediately afterwards. i think it's because i am so used to running on 3-4 hours of sleep during the summer semester.

mrssnuffles

nasa dlsu ako kahapon, may hiningi na favor si cousin, eh since marami pa kong oras na papatayin, pumayag ako. grabe, kahit hindi naging maganda ang pag alis ko sa school na yun, feeling ko at home pa rin ako pag tapak ko pa lang ng south gate. nakakamiss! sobra! as in wala lang, feeling ko estudyante pa rin ako dun, kulang na lang eh dumerecho ako sa gox. feeling ko may makakasalubong akong kakilala ko from other colleges, kagaya ng dati. feeling ko walang oras na nagdaan, stuck pa rin ako sa year 2002. bumili pa nga ako ng mojos sa aristo (animo canteen na ata siya ngayon), pero parang mas masarap siya dati. tapos pag sakay ko ng kotse, inabot naman sa kin ng driver ang isang supot na may dalawang stick ng isaw. haha kakaiba ngayon lang ako nakatikim ng breaded isaw. masarap pala, pero feeling ko mas masarap siguro yun kung bagong luto. well sabi nga nila everything happens for a reason. pero sana makita ko na yung reason na yun anytime soon.

may kumausap nga pala sa king guy kahapon nung nakapila ako sa may window 4. malamang student siya tapos tinatanong niya sa kin kung kailangan ba dala pa rin niya yung old EAF niya kung magpaprint siya. in straight conio english. hay dumugo ang ilong ko.  tapos nagkuwento pa kung bakit siya magpapareprint, na first time daw niya magpa-adjust. grabe nakaka-miss mag english. hehe.

dumaan ako kahapon sa m.a.c. store. hindi pa kasi ako nakakapasok dun tsaka kailangan ko ng bagong concealer. ang saya may nag-assist sa kin. nasanay na ko na ako ang nagme-make up sa mga tao, na nakalimutan ko na kung gaano ka saya mag pamake up. concealer lang naman. pero ang galing niya ha, ang mahal lang nung ginamit niyang stuff sa kin. siguro kung bibilhin ko lahat yun plus yung mga brushes, aabot ako ng mahigit kumulang na 5,000. ang hirap maglandi. hehe. wala pang lipgloss or eyeshadow or whatever yun ha. pero gusto ko talaga sila bilhin. kasi na-minimize yung fine lines sa ilalim ng mata ko tsaka natakpan niya ung dark circles ko na hindi nangyayari yung reverse raccoon effect. waaah. lagot yang m.a.c. store na yan sa kin pag nagttrabaho na ko. siguro every week andun ako hehe.

ang saya ng bakasyon. minamarathon ko ulit yung heroes eh. yun nga lang, yun lang ang puwede kong gawin kasi walang allowance. i'm not complaining though kasi likas na tamad ako. hehe.