The Fifth Marauder

mrssnuffles

Too often, the thing you want the most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most are those who don't know what they want - meredith grey, grey's anatomy season 3 episode 21

sometimes i don't know what i want anymore.  it's like i would want something, i spend months wanting it, and then when i finally forget about it, that's when this thing would come, and by then i won't able to appreciate it that much anymore because i want a different thing already, a better thing. maybe it's because i absolutely loathe waiting. it makes me lose interest on the thing that i want but do not have at the moment.