The Fifth Marauder

*yep everything happens for a reason. i know i have been dancing around this topic for months now, and only just lately have i realized it fully. see, my mom needed a new kidney because hers aren't fully functional anymore. it was painful hearing about her treatments for the time being that there is now new donor. mom has to have her blood cleaned out and filtered like thrice a week. yep, blood. i don't know how they do that so don't ask me. i can't be the donor coz the disease is hereditary, i might have it too. so they just placed her name under the waiting list for new kidneys, and the doctor said that it might take like 2-3 years for a donor to be available.  and then just last week, my tita called to tell me that suddenly there is an available kidney. at first i thought that maybe there is a kind soul out there who's willing to give up his/her other kidney for a complete stranger. but no. the kindey is from hawaii and is arriving in chicago in a grass skirt (hehe corny), and apparently the original owner of the kidney has been in a car accident and he's dead. i really felt bad that we are profitting from another person's death. so rest in peace kind stranger. i bet god will give you brownie points for that

 *i was watching the avril lavigne/simple plan concert in the philippines last sunday on tv and i would have to say that sp's vocalist is pretty cute. actually the way he dresses is. my cousin and i were talking about it, and we both agreed that on another person the same outfit might have looked so jolog-y. damn good-looking people. they can wear whatever they want and make it look like a fashion statement

 *i wanted to wring padme's pretty little neck when anakin turned over to the dark side. he was the chosen one for crying out loud.

*my tita brought home calcium vitamins that tastes suspiciously like tootsie roll. it's so good that we never forget to take our vitamins anymore. although she still had to remind us that one piece a day is the maximum dosage. damn. 

*i hate the color white. and i am about to hate it even more come june coz i will be wearing white literally from head to toe five times a week.

*i love bo but i want carrie to win.

*is it bad to not want god's gift? go handmaids of the lord!!

*brooke burke the artwork version is pretty hot. my cousin got me hooked on need for speed 2. i have started playing last monday and i still suck.

mrssnuffles

i found it funny that when i made a detour towards the adoration chapel yesterday when i was on my way to the gym (delaying tactics!! hehe) , i thanked the lord for making carrie underwood win coz it made me very happy. don't get me wrong, i love bo too especially his blue eyes (or is it gray?), but i just want her to win because i have been a fan ever since she sang could've been. i admit that sometimes i find her performances boring especially if i don't know the song and i don't really dig country music, but i like the way she sings a song and makes it as if it were her own.  she made me like alone, could've been, independence day, i can't make you love me, and crying eventhough never in a million years would i put those songs in my ipod. yes i am fan so maybe i'm biased. but she totally deserves the title as much as bo does. i think that people think bo is better because rock is more popular than country. and slow depressing music is not everyone's cup of tea as well. just my two cents.

 but the real reason why i went to the adoration chapel is because i am undergoing financial crisis as of the moment. sort of. it's not like i have to stop studying or hand flyers around that say "will work/be a sex slave/dance/sing for money". we have to cut down on unecessary expenses. and then the night before my fone slid off the table and fell down on the floor with a loud crash. the lcd went blank and when i tried pressing random buttons, there was an illuminated crack in the middle of the screen but it is still blank. i just don't understand why this have to happen now that we don't have that much money. so instead of shouting out 10 cuss words per minute and throwing a bunch of stuff against the wall, i just prayed and went to the gym. and i did get my answer. for some reason it is ok for me not to have a fone right now. well it's been 2 days, and i would have to admit it's hard, but i am getting by. i just hope my opinion won't change even if i start school come june. i was telling clippy last night about this and he replied with something like "ikaw ba talaga si fetz?". hehe i know it is out of character for me. i just hope that i find a million dollars on my way to the gym tomorrow or that we will recieve our settlement already. it's been 3 years since the accident pleasepay us already. hehe.

mrssnuffles

i have a fone again. my tita insisted on it coz i have been going out a lot since my fone got broken and she says she's uneasy with the thought her not being able to contact me. she lent me her sun phone, which is a 3310, very much like the one that got stolen along with cha's 6150 a long time ago. and then i spent the afternoon calling up the numbers that appeared on my bill in an effort to resurrect my phone book because only about half of the numbers in it are stored in my sim. i was lucky because i knew the voices of the people who answered my calls, but i got one wrong number. i think somebody used my fone without my knowledge because when i asked the guy whether my number is stored in his phonebook or not, he answered no. and his number appeared twice on my bill. it is a good thing i have hundreds of free minutes. 

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i got my school id today. my pic is U-G-L-Y. i look like a jumbo siopao with hair